basic stuff before you follow me:BYF:
i spam on my story a lot. i don’t have notifications on for DMs so it’ll take a few days for me to respond to you. sometimes one of our headmates might be fronting without anyone’s knowledge, so if it seems like “i don’t remember speaking to you/i don’t remember that,” then most likely it was someone else speaking. that, or my ADHD kicked in and i genuinely don’t remember much of the conversation.DNI:
fans of okegom, cry of fear, danganronpa, ranfren, stephen king, or outlast.
basic dni criteria, proshippers, endos/tulpas, under 16.
lillypaddlovely/theagentofasgard or friends of theirs (they are a groomer)

Ivlis/Michael

i’m a 21 year old black/hispanic trans male, i use he/rust and i identify as MLM (gay) and asexual. i have BPD and am part of a DID system affectionately named “The Nightcord System.”i like drawing, making OCs, playing video games, and obsessing over shitty films. my favorite movie ever is sam raimi’s spider-man 3.my co-hosts are ronin, their carrd is linked here, and amia, who's carrd is in progress.

feed the hole to get to his carrd:

My Boyfriend

this is the page dedicated to my boyfriend, i just took a big hit before this, so i’m in a really good mood while i type this. ehehe…i love my boyfriend soooo much! we’ll have be been have dating for three years (as of december 2024) and that makes me so happy. there are so many things i love about him and i enjoy spending time with him and he always says or makes such interesting things like his OCs and i love it whenever he shares one of his special interests with me cause it means he feels comfortable around me enough to share something that means a lot to him to me!

other interests i have, which used to be main interests in the past:genshin impact, outlast, south park, elden ring, scream (1-3), black christmas (1974), friday the 13th, saw, halloween, rpgmaker horror games, five nights at freddy's, batman, marvel, eddsworld, osomatsu-san, super smash bros (and 90% of the franchises involved)

Interests

i am very critical of my interests.my main interests, being my two special interests and the overall main things i post about, are the following:the evillious chronicles, the kagerou project, dead by daylight, resident evil, silent hill, project sekai, fortnite.currently, i’m playing a lot of don’t starve, and i'm working on a fnac 3 au.

the main two are ivlis and michael afton.the others are; chris redfield, shadow the hedgehog, heather cheryl mason, billy (feed me billy), sabitsuki (dotflow), matthew patel, cyno (genshin), amanda young, and shintaro kisaragi.there are more, but my public list being this short gives me peace of mind.

Me In Media

important: i do not wish to "meet sourcemates" from any of my sources. i am not asking people to encourage my delusions. i am actively seeing a therapist every two weeks. i am clinging onto these for peace of mind and for my own comfort.